I hope you can pray for my grandpa, he is in the hospital now. He is in coma due to stroke, I feel so sad and my dad is there to see them. My dad hopes he wakes up and able to recognise him but my uncle says that he is in coma.

This is so sad because my dad lost his mom when he was a teenager. Grandpa is old and he had a fall not long ago. He is supposed to come back here when he is better now he is in hospital. I am sad not able to visit him due to my responsibilities here.

I have been busy with my home as I was clearing and cleaning it I find that I need a new rug. The old rug is dusty with many tiny holes on it. I guess it is time to buy a new rug for my home. My sister is helping me to choose a rug, she is particular about them. I found a site to share with you, you can find Cheap Rugs.With Internet access today, it is convenient for everyone to communicate and find things that we need.

I want to show my sister this site has many rugs to choose from. We have got a budget and we prefer to find cheap rugs so we check out the Area Rugs. Even my friends and neighbour have got the interest to find new rugs. Neighbour is going to renovation his home, he will need new rugs for his bedroom and living room. Clearance rug areas are best place to shop for cheap and affordable rug.

I like to check out the new hand knotted rugs, they are so pretty. I know due to budget I can only choose rugs within my budget. Shopping online is convenient and they provide you the free shipping too. I love to check out the sales at this site for the Rugs. I am so glad to see this site is all about rugs, my friends only prefer to check out site that interest them.

I love rugs but I need to find out how I can maintain and care for the rugs. My friends feel the same, I see that this site has got the guide to care for rugs! Since my friends have got interest to find which rug is suitable for them, they can see this site for the tips! The site is user friendly and easy to view, they pictures of rugs to choose from.

I have not see the New Moon and I have not read the book too.

I cannot believe I have such a selfish sister-in-law, she only think about herself and not for others. Since it is going to be school holiday soon, she kept telling me that brother in law kids want to come here. The last time they came, brother in law wife is not happy at all because school holiday she expect her son to stick with her so she can teaches him his homework and others.

Ended up I am the one need to do her job as he wants to come along, all thanks to sister in law who only thinks of herself. This time she wants to go back early as soon as the school holiday starts because there is no more fish and she wants to have a day at the salon.

Thinking that it is going to be school holiday they can come over so my kid has someone accompany to play with. Yeah but she no think of the expenses when they are here. They eat expensive food and mostly fast food which are costly.

I told her if she wants to go back to have hair done at salon she can follow one of the cousin but she is not happy with that. She wants us to follow her back so the kids will come along. I can tell you that brother in law's wife will not be happy.

Schoo holiday time supposed to have family time, if kids are not around I am sure she is concern and worry of them.

I never have a birthday party before and I have no interest to have any at all. It is going to be my birthday soon, yeah just an hour from now. I am happy that I am getting older and knowing that this year I have experienced in so many things.

Life has been up and down which comes with good and bad too. Family members which having problem and sharing health info together. Not just that, I think we must cherish the time we have with loved one. We cannot buy time and there is no turn back on time.

I believe we need to care for this life and not think of next time. But for my sister she is already think of next life. She has made a huge decision that will affect the famliy and my parents have no choice but agree with her.

Money is everything as my relatives are pushing me to help them to achieve targets of sales. They are the one benefit from the sales and going on travel for free, I think they should help me instead of me help them.

My sister-in-law started to grow some vegetables at home, I am so proud of her. Yeah there is reward for her, I given her handmade jewellery and she loves them. Somehow I think she is not satisfied, next month is her birthday I think we all can go out for a dinner at nice restaurant.

The vegetables that grow near my car pouch are lady fingers, there is more but I am not sure of what names of vegetables. I know my place is not suitable to raise chicken or duck so vegetables will be the best choice. Sad to say we are not able to put all kind of vegetables due to the climate here.

I love blogging and get to know things on blogsphere, there are e cigarettes which I recently find out. This is suitable for smoker and cheaper too, as you know that cigarettes price is increasing every year. With e cigarettes, you can save money, this has become the instant modern smoker.

I know you will thinking about how the packing looks like and if there is any refill for the e cigarettes, I visited the site and see there is range of e cigarettes. Yes there is e cig refills available, there is 5 pack and 10 pack to choose from. Using the e cig there is no more aches and don't worry of messing up your table or your car.

Not many people know that cigarettes contained of 4000 chemicals that can caused cancer, with e cigarettes there is less than 20 chemicals. To use the e cigarettes you will need to use batteries or charges, there are many choices to choose from. I know sometimes you burn out the batteris so you can use the e cigarettes chargers.

If you have any friends interested to quit smoking lead them to this site. Some people want to know if there is smoke out from e cg, yes there is and the smell is not stinky. I know most people like me do not like to stay around smokers because of the smell. To find out more about the e cg click on the link above. They are the full service e cigarettes retailer and wholesaler.

I am sure most people know how to use sewing machine, I use to play with it when I was a teenager. It is fun to make many things out of it. My sister called me today ask me to make quilt, I was like what?! I am not going to make that because I do not have the items I need and it is costly to buy things I need to make it.

She told me that you can easily earn $300-$400, yeah but you need to use more than that to buy the stuff. I know that because you need to count on budget and how much you need to spend on them.

She told me she is looking for other people to do it, that's fine with me.

I love giveaway and here's one I am doing in celebration of my grandpa's birthday. He is 93 years old today and I am sad not able to celebrate with him. He might not remember me as he is old now.

I am telling you that you can take part the giveaway from now until 18 Oct, Malaysia Time ends 11 pm. Cherish every moment with loved ones. I am sure you wil be glad you spend time with them.

You cannot buy love with money, life is short and I am taking every time off with my family. They are the best and kids do grow up fast!

I have the feeling that i am going to have period, usually I get the signal two weeks before my period. Now I am getting the feeling already, it is a not a comfortable feeling.

The other day I have got headache before getting the period. Betwen the signal of funny feeling in stomach and headache, I rather have the butterfly feeling in stomach.

I cannot bear the headache it is feeling like migrain. I saw the doctor and there is nothing wrong with me.

I have got the interest now which is the Estee Lauder. I really like to get my hands on the EL Advanced night repair, it cost RM290 on 50ML. It is a lot of money to mean, which mean that if I want to buy I need to withdraw money. I do not have enough money for myself to spend as I was spending for others.

A DVD cost RM30 here and imagine I bought three of them. That is a lot of money!

Right now I am gonna say that I will keep it for myself. But in reality I know I need to return it to the owner. I am sure the peson who lost the money will want the money back.

If it is not your money, its not yours! 

I am tired and I am happy today is Sunday as I need to rest. I slept until 11 this morning, last night I sleep around 2 am. I am having trouble to sleep at night. That is why I am not getting enough sleep and lack of sleep.

Stress and having so much in mind is bad for health. I cannot stop thinking about it because some of it related to finance. I know money is not everything but it is for the expenses and bills.

My dad is getting old and he is tired. Grandpa is living in another country with uncle. My grandma is ill and blind, she always want to come home. Her home is sold by her son and she no longer has a home. They send her to old folk home because they have no time to take care of her.

I am tired and I know that being a mom is not an easy job. My mom always tells me that she needs rest and like to pamper herself. I cannot think of a better way then buying something nice for her. I love my mom and I hope she can have a good rest. I like to choose of the handmade natural soaps for her. I am sure she will like any of them. There are many choices of soaps and I like them all.

Other than my mom, I am also feeling tired and stress lately. I know I am lack of sleep and have dark circle eyes. That is the signed I am aging too, anyway I need to rest and pamper myself. I need a moment of aromatherapy, I am browing the aromatherapy diffuser. If you have tried them, you can suggest me which to choose.

My friends are often going on a holiday or travel, I am sure they like to find the ideal travel size that match them. They are loving couple who love travel and have been many places. It will be great for them to enjoy themselves and spend time together.

My friend is a mommy and learning to pamper herself, it will be nice to tell her visit another mommy to find out about it.

I am not sure why I am having chest pain I have not feel like that before. It is my first time, anyway I want to blog that someone offer to sell me an expensive bag. How much is it RM600! It is a branded but I do not need that bag at all. The person is a total stranger and somehow emails me to tell me about the bag.

Money is so important today, I am fear of the fuel increase in Sept. This is cannot be avoid. I need to help out the financial in the family. Perhaps selling some things that I love to do.

Lately I am learning beading and I find that interesting. I bought some of the items from ebay and learning to do beading on my own. Books are expensive so I prefer to learn online.

I have no idea there is such makeup workshop, I am I stay at home too much. Lately I bought some magazine and I saw those makeup workshop or you can call it cosmetics workshop. Have anyone attended one before? How it feels like? 

I see that some bloggers are posting up their photos, I am not doing that. I think that I prefer keeping myself low profile and stay low. I like blogging and knowing blogger but not every blogger like to socialise with another.

That's what I know from a blogger who loves contest. She told me that she loves contest but she has no intention to tell other blogger how she looks like.

I was not able to update this blog as I was busy with my other blogs. I am having tummy pain off and on, I do not know why. It is not serious as the last time I had the pain I was in need of surgery. Yeah it was bad I remember this happened few years ago. I hope nothing same happen again.

Life is busy and I have so much to do and plan but time is running out. I just want to enjoy my life and be happy. I know some people just not like me always thinking about negative. All I know is believe in yourself and do what you love.

An old friend lost her sister due to cancer, I was sad and she told me she was only 37 years old. 

If you are looking for contest, you can check out these blogs

Twinshappiness
Another Contest
iLUVcontest
SherryContest
 

Above are just a few blogs I am sure there is more, feel free to comment and tell me what blogs.

Yeah you might notice that I am not active blogging here there are so many things happening around me I do not know where to start. I know that my mom is depending on me to help but I cannot because she is not willing to help herself.

My sis who is going away already decided to live her life that way, she choose to leave the family and not interested to come back home. My bro is depending on my dad so much that my dad always complaining to me about this.

My other sis just not bother about others and loves to complain so much that I am fed up with her. If we have not meet for so long it should be a fun time to get together but it is not at all. she just kept complaining and scolding when she is here.

I thought I was talkative but I am so wrong. There is someone that is more talkative than me. It is worst than I think because she is not talking about the future but more about her past. 

So everyone has a life within the past and now. Why is she keeps talking and not listen to me at all. She thinks that I have heard of it and I am interested to listen again. She is so wrong! I do not like to repeat what she has said. I went to the kitchen to avoid her and you know what? She followed me to the kitchen and continue telling me her story.